Hey there Delilah

Hey there..

Ive been wanting to write a new entry and each time i click this, i feel empty. suddenly. sebab i run out of mood. haha. anyhow, this is an attempt to get my mood back. Cuma tulis sikit dulu before the mood comes back. For now, i have nothing to do. seriously. i just wait for dear sv to return my draft and then i can start with the amendments. Selain tu, (skema) busy jugak fikir this and that for W-Day. busy sebab pening nak pilih mane satu boutique yang offer from start to the end. tapi bukan la semua package includes, perhaps the dress, pelamin, card, make up altogether. catering probably we will return to the same caterer during E-day. sebab dishes memang best. so much varieties. hantaran, have not finalized yet. semua perlu duit. duit tak banyak, bergantung lagi dengan parents -__- . bila tengok orang lain yang dah mampu untuk berbelanja sendiri, rasa sangat down -__________-

lepas bulan 1 tahun depan, inshaAllah we dah ade financial sndri. we can manage to do things together. and confirm la Mr.A yang handle pasal duit sebab i cant. okay, i can be a good organizer, cleaner, what else??? hahaha.

sekarang onwards, survey. survey sampai muntah. laaa...................... -________________________-

*-______- this typically looks like a frog. haha

Btw, i started to browse thru website yang jual barang hiasan untuk rumah. why dont u check it here? :) please click

Colors-FULL?

when i browsing the blogs... (Friends of mine) i found out new fact about me!!


This is so not fun.


I am out of colors! pretty pale huh?


wait till you see me coloringFULL yaa!

more colors?

Read Me

Have you ever feel anything in the past haunting you back? in every glance of reality keeps calling the memories. The one that you buried long time ago, coming and calling you. This is not a ghost story anyway. hahaha. i just describing the situation.

This is pathetic me. No matter how hard i try, i keep questioning myself, can i get through this?  

Its so easy to reach my mind,

either blog or twitter.

p/s: u can ask my mood anytime! :)
p/s/s: not much people ask that.

p/s/s/s: cause its not easy to read my mind by looking the body-language.

my current favorite moment, is to look at this open window each time i take my bath in the morning. the sunshine, gives me the mood for the whole day. i like the shine on my face facing the sun. :)

Do i look like i have the mood for the whole day? ;P

Days' counting

every year, we have 356 days except for leap year. and in a month we either have 28, 29, 30 or 31 days. but in a day, we only have 24 hours which in each hour only 60 minutes to breath. and 60 seconds fill each minute.

do u think the time u have enough to fulfill yr dream, perhaps yr work?


i am counting.


days and nights

it seems not enough.


MashaAllah

When God knows everything

Assalamualaikum

kadang-kadang aku terfikir, kalau aku berada dalam situasi yang sama, kemungkinan besar hidup ni tak pernah aku pandang bahagia. ye, ade manusia di uji dengan sejauh mana kekuatan dan kemampuannya. dan jika aku di tempatnya, aku mungkin tak seperti yang dilihat sekarang.

banyak kali sebenarye aku fikirkan dia. kadang-kadang aku fikirkan, dari mana datangnya kekuatan dia untuk keseorangan. keseorangan dalam semua hidup sejak kebelakangan ni. hidup sebatang kara walaupun ada keluarga. hidup dalam tanpa ada sesiapa yang peduli, melainkan mereka yang ingin ambil tahu. itupun tidak ramai, kurang dari jari sebelah tangan untuk dikira. belum lagi dikira mereka yang ikhlas ingin berkongsi rahsia, bahagia dan duka. semuanya sendiri pokok pangkalnya.

kekuatan itu dari mana?

dariNya.

Ya, dariNya segala dugaan itu ada. dan dariNya segala kebahagiaan itu kembali. dan aku sentiasa kagum dengan cara dia menghadapi masalahnya. ibarat dari wajahnya, tiada langsung tanda kesal atau takut untuk menghadapi hari esok.

cukup la satu peristiwa aku bersamanya. peristiwa paling buruk dalam hidup aku yang dia ada sepanjang aku mengharunginya. cuma hanya beberapa hari, sudah cukup untuk aku insaf, yang sebenarnya hidup aku lebih beruntung berkali ganda dari dia. dia yang tiada apa-apa melainkan pekerjaan untuk meneruskan hidup sebatang karanya. duit untuk menyara makan minum, pakaian dan tempat tinggal. tiada kemewahan. segalanya hanya keperluan. dan yang pasti dia pandai mengatur kewangan. kini, dia mampu mengumpul harta. biarlah sedikit namun ada, dan berterusan. 

aku harap, Tuhan kurniakan dia sesuatu yang dia tak jangka. di akhirnye, kebahagiaan yang tak pernah dia fikirkan. biarkan selama ini dugaan itu untuk sementara, mengajarnya untuk bersabar sebelum menikmati kehdupan yang dia inginkan. InshaAllah, semuanya akan elok-elok aja.

u know who u are, and i respect you for what u did for living.

i am here, and there, everywhere. ring me when u need me.

Love u,

kawan jauh yang boleh dipanggil kawan baik, kah?

the day my BFF get married

Assalamualaikum

Hey all. to make it short, i went to my bff solemnization at Banting yesterday. we went rushed. came in with two cars. one made their way to Ipoh, while another one went straight to USJ after the ceremony. My soulmate, bff (Nana) and I took 45 minutes to reach Kelanang, Banting to attend the historical day of our bestfriend, Adha. She is now a wife to Mr. Adib (me and Adib always get into fight, because i hate him, LOL). -___- when we will have our quality time together sister? Perhaps when yr husband is away. hooray.. 

She was so beautiful in grey baju pengantin. So adorable and she was smizing all the time. yeah, with her two steps smile, she is always ready. :) never got nervous at all, and the best part was, she even directed us to take the pictures with the couple. Never got the tears running down, naaahh, she was so cool. Adib was caught trembling when the lafaz went on. even he spoke Adha name wrongly. muahahahaha. alhamdulillah, with a single pronouncement, both of them were husband and wife. Happy me to be there. InshaAllah, both of you will happily be with each other in any circumstances until heaven. :)

the wedding ceremony will be held 28th April, and i have to be the bridesmaid. :)

Smile. Just smile

what will you do, 

if a close friend of yours showing no excitation towards happy news that you informed?

what will you feel,

when somehow you get the return gift?

how will you react,

if your best buddy reach you like nothing had happened (but actually you had a fight unsettled)?

where would you go,

if all things that made you sad is from the person that you care so much?

are you gonna stay,

if everything that happened, happen in one time?

you have the answers. you have the right to make the decision. is either bad or good in the end. 

and me?

i will smile, pls no curse as i am big girl now.

Smile like nothing has happened!

:)

Green View Garden

Just recently, we went for some fresh air trip. Nearby to the boarder between Perak and Pahang, here it is, the Cameron Highland. Being the first timer and stepped into Green View Garden, it didnt upset u at all. I never thought that it will be cafe in that factory. No wonder there were so many cars at parked. We thought of buying and seeing some chocolate process inside Avant Chocolate Factory and surprised to see so many delightful menu posted on the wall, so.. we finally decided to try Strawberry Strudel and Tuna Sandwich.

My comment on this,

You should try, its so yummy. Tak beli banyak and nasib baik we just came to try, kalau tak berebut nak order lagi. :)

Price?

Reasonable. RM7.90 for a slice of Strawberry Strudel. I share this with a friend.

Tuna sandwich set with strawberry drink RM13.90

U should try!

Manifesto kerajaan Barisan Nasional.

21 ciri-ciri utama Aku Janji Barisan Nasional

Semalam aku tak sempat nak mengikuti manifesto Datuk Najib live. So, google some of the informations untuk aku kaji sendiri. well, pilihanraya nak dekat dah kan.

1. BN janji beri 150 komitmen baru jika diberi mandat mentadbir negara ini selepas PRU13;
2. 112 dari komitmen ini telah dilaksanakan, selebihnya menambahkan kekuatan janji-janji demi memenuhi keperluan rakyat;
3. Manifesto ini perlu dilihat sebagai moving target dan janji-janji yang dinamik yang akan dilaksanakan sepanjang 2013-2018;
4. Apa yang dibentangkan adalah realistik berlandaskan kalkulasi ekonomi yang berhati-hati dan tidak semberono;
5. Pendekatan manifesto yang sangat bertanggungjawab dan memberi kesan kepada semua rakyat Malaysia;
6. Penambahan BR1M untuk rakyat yang memerlukan pembelaan;
7. BR1M dinaikkan kepada RM1200 untuk satu keluarga dan RM600 untuk orang bujang;
8. Pengurangan harga kereta antara 20-30% secara gradual;
9. Dasar 1Negara 1Harga untuk keperluan asas;
10. Kementerian baharu dalam menangani isu-isu dalam bandar;
11. 1,000,000 rumah mampu milik -termasuk 500,000 rumah PR1MA;
12. mengambil alih penyelenggaran semua perumahan awam;
13. Sistem nasional untuk penjagaan kesihatan rakyat;
14. Membina lebuhraya Pan Borneo;
15. Sasaran 3.3 juta peluang pekerjaan; 2 juta daripanya berpendapatan tinggi;
16. Sekolah satu sesi diperluaskan;
17. Bantuan khas RM100,000 kepada sekolah yang mempunyai kelas pendidikan khas;
18. Transformasi sekolah vokasional;
19. 4000 anggota polis setiap tahun;
20. Penggunaan SafeCam;
21. Pengecualian cukai sumbangan kepada pembangunan rumah ibadat.

Dalam banyak-banyak ciri, yang terakhir menyentuh kepada keagamaan? haish, kenapa tak 3 atau 4 menyebut tentang keagamaan yang mana keagamaan banyak menyumbang kepada sosial dan peribadi masyarakat Malaysia. negara Islam seharusnya mementingkan isu keagamaan supaya setiap satu ciri ini selari dengan agama utama dalam negara Malaysia. Datuk Najib, isu ini sangat besar. Dalam isu hiburan dan yang berkait rapat dengannya, tak ada langsung ciri-ciri untuk mengurangkan pusat hiburan yang lebih kepada merosakkan akhlak peribadi masyarakat kita? Sila pandang penting kepada aktiviti-aktiviti untuk memakmurkan rumah ibadat dengan itu ramai yang dapat hadir ke rumah ibadat bukan sekadar untuk beribadat tetapi program-program kebaikan yang lain. -Peruntukan untuk rumah ibadat?

itu hanya pandangan dari sudut pelajar/belia seperti kami.

keamanan negara bukan hanya tertakluk kepada kekuatan fizikal, jumlah ahli pertahanan dan alatan canggih, tetapi kekuatan rohani dan dalaman setiap masyarakat negara berhadapan dengan sesuatu masalah.

Lepas ni, mari dengar manifesto kerajaan Pembangkang.

Funny but not that funny

Have u ever met a person with this kind of characteristics?

• asking u so many questions but yet giving no explanation given on weird asking?
• asking u back after u ask a question?
• asking you on your financial activities macam duit account tinggal brape, dapat dividen or allowance brape?
• waiting for the atm withdraw receipt as if nak tengok ur account balance
• each time when going to have ur lunch/dinner, the person will ask u what and where u wanna eat, everyday?!
• senyum tanpa kata apa-apa?
• geram secara tibe-tibe tanpa sebab munasabab?
• reading your blog only when u r viewing your blog on ur own pc? nak jugak duk celah-celah nak bace same. what....???

so true, this kind of person exist. even u r not facing all the same list i listed, if separuh pun dah pening. kalau semua lagi la...

haish.

SIII would serve better

I am lying on my bed. Helpless. I am having fever. Its not the cold one but i am sweating at the beginning. Since there is no connection to the web,  luckily i have SIII. Trying to use this platform as another getaway to the social life. My life so dull haa? I guess. Its btter than nothing.

So, im gonna sleep right after this.