Read Me

Have you ever feel anything in the past haunting you back? in every glance of reality keeps calling the memories. The one that you buried long time ago, coming and calling you. This is not a ghost story anyway. hahaha. i just describing the situation.

This is pathetic me. No matter how hard i try, i keep questioning myself, can i get through this?  

Its so easy to reach my mind,

either blog or twitter.

p/s: u can ask my mood anytime! :)
p/s/s: not much people ask that.

p/s/s/s: cause its not easy to read my mind by looking the body-language.

my current favorite moment, is to look at this open window each time i take my bath in the morning. the sunshine, gives me the mood for the whole day. i like the shine on my face facing the sun. :)

Do i look like i have the mood for the whole day? ;P

Ramadhan Kareem

This morning, it is wonderful. I woke up from the right side of the bed. And so happy, bless indeed. Few things that actually i don't favor, so much. Mumbling to myself so frequent, cause i know there is no one would listen clearly and understand fully the concept of me talking. About a thing, about the cleanliness. Yes, i can just talk twice or thrice to him, but the rest, i have to swallow each time it happened. I hate to complain so many times and yet the result is still the same. So i rather chirping in the toilet while brushing the tiles. Why do people like to stay in this middle of dirtiness? How can they still holding a breath while taking the shower with.....*&^^&%^(*. Glad that i didn't post the photos here or u might be regret reading this post. Fully shit. Ladies/Grown-up-girls, please! This kind of attitude is nothing u can learn from the school. This come naturally to u! Use or logical thinking, pls. I know, u graduated from well known university, this kind of thing should be happened at least! i am getting fed up cleaning your endless mess. Ur room, luckily it does not stink. Or else, i am dying living with alive corp. Seriously, anywhere you go, please make sure it is clean. Your clothes, your items, your everything. People are looking. guys, just dont stare at the physical attraction that this kind of girl possess. But look at their inner side. I hate to say this. but, this is true. "U harapkan lady yang cantik, know how to rule the fashion, in the end, u terpakse hidup sampai bila-bila dalam rumah yang serabut, kotor, tak terurus, u want that? really want that??"

Gila.

I know this is crazy.

But before its too late, i already text-ed the person. She cleaned the mess. i hope its not only this time she understood. but for ALL time!!!

i woke up and witnessed this. MashaAllah

Manifesto kerajaan Barisan Nasional.

21 ciri-ciri utama Aku Janji Barisan Nasional

Semalam aku tak sempat nak mengikuti manifesto Datuk Najib live. So, google some of the informations untuk aku kaji sendiri. well, pilihanraya nak dekat dah kan.

1. BN janji beri 150 komitmen baru jika diberi mandat mentadbir negara ini selepas PRU13;
2. 112 dari komitmen ini telah dilaksanakan, selebihnya menambahkan kekuatan janji-janji demi memenuhi keperluan rakyat;
3. Manifesto ini perlu dilihat sebagai moving target dan janji-janji yang dinamik yang akan dilaksanakan sepanjang 2013-2018;
4. Apa yang dibentangkan adalah realistik berlandaskan kalkulasi ekonomi yang berhati-hati dan tidak semberono;
5. Pendekatan manifesto yang sangat bertanggungjawab dan memberi kesan kepada semua rakyat Malaysia;
6. Penambahan BR1M untuk rakyat yang memerlukan pembelaan;
7. BR1M dinaikkan kepada RM1200 untuk satu keluarga dan RM600 untuk orang bujang;
8. Pengurangan harga kereta antara 20-30% secara gradual;
9. Dasar 1Negara 1Harga untuk keperluan asas;
10. Kementerian baharu dalam menangani isu-isu dalam bandar;
11. 1,000,000 rumah mampu milik -termasuk 500,000 rumah PR1MA;
12. mengambil alih penyelenggaran semua perumahan awam;
13. Sistem nasional untuk penjagaan kesihatan rakyat;
14. Membina lebuhraya Pan Borneo;
15. Sasaran 3.3 juta peluang pekerjaan; 2 juta daripanya berpendapatan tinggi;
16. Sekolah satu sesi diperluaskan;
17. Bantuan khas RM100,000 kepada sekolah yang mempunyai kelas pendidikan khas;
18. Transformasi sekolah vokasional;
19. 4000 anggota polis setiap tahun;
20. Penggunaan SafeCam;
21. Pengecualian cukai sumbangan kepada pembangunan rumah ibadat.

Dalam banyak-banyak ciri, yang terakhir menyentuh kepada keagamaan? haish, kenapa tak 3 atau 4 menyebut tentang keagamaan yang mana keagamaan banyak menyumbang kepada sosial dan peribadi masyarakat Malaysia. negara Islam seharusnya mementingkan isu keagamaan supaya setiap satu ciri ini selari dengan agama utama dalam negara Malaysia. Datuk Najib, isu ini sangat besar. Dalam isu hiburan dan yang berkait rapat dengannya, tak ada langsung ciri-ciri untuk mengurangkan pusat hiburan yang lebih kepada merosakkan akhlak peribadi masyarakat kita? Sila pandang penting kepada aktiviti-aktiviti untuk memakmurkan rumah ibadat dengan itu ramai yang dapat hadir ke rumah ibadat bukan sekadar untuk beribadat tetapi program-program kebaikan yang lain. -Peruntukan untuk rumah ibadat?

itu hanya pandangan dari sudut pelajar/belia seperti kami.

keamanan negara bukan hanya tertakluk kepada kekuatan fizikal, jumlah ahli pertahanan dan alatan canggih, tetapi kekuatan rohani dan dalaman setiap masyarakat negara berhadapan dengan sesuatu masalah.

Lepas ni, mari dengar manifesto kerajaan Pembangkang.

Let Me Pick

Since x lama lagi anugerah Bintang Popular Berita Harian which i didn't even care, but somehow i try to guess whos going to win the award. weehuuu..

Let me pick.

Artis Baru Lelaki Popular
1. Aiman Hakim Ridza
2. Izzue Islam
3. Jimmy Palikat
4. Shah Iskandar
5. Taiyudin Bakar

Artis Baru Wanita Popular
1. Ainan Tasneem
2. Emma Maembong
3. Hanez Suraya
4. Nad Zainal
5. Wawa Zainal

Artis Duo/Berkumpulan Popular

1. Black & Malique
2. Hafiz & Adira
3. Jimmy Palikat & One Nation Emcees
4. Mojo
5. Sleeq & Najwa Latif

Penyanyi Lelaki Popular
1. Aizat
2. Black
3. Faizal Tahir
4. Hafiz
5. Hazama

Penyanyi Wanita Popular
1. Jaclyn Victor
2. Najwa Latif
3. Shila Amzah
4. Stacy
5. Yuna

Pelakon TV Lelaki Popular
1. Aaron Aziz
2. Adi Putra
3. Beto Kusyairy
4. Fahrin Ahmad
5. Johan As’ari

Pelakon TV Wanita Popular
1. Fasha Sandha
2. Izara Aishah
3. Nabila Huda
4. Neelofa
5. Siti Saleha

Pelakon Filem Lelaki Popular
1. Aaron Aziz
2. Adi Putra
3. Bront Palarae
4. Shaheizy Sam
5. Zizan Razak

Pelakon Filem Wanita Popular
1. Lisa Surihani
2. Maya Karin
3. Neelofa
4. Nora Danish
5. Yana Samsudin

Artis Komedi Lelaki Popular
1. Angah
2. Jepp
3. Johan
4. Nabil
5. Zizan Razak

Artis Komedi Wanita Popular
1. Aliza Abdullah @ Enot
2. Didie Alias
3. Jihan Raja Lawak
4. Noorkhiriah
5. Sharifah Shahira

Pengacara TV Lelaki Popular
1. AC Mizal
2. Awal Ashaari
3. Aznil Nawawi
4. Faizal Ismail
5. Zizan Razak

Pengacara TV Wanita Popular
1. Adibah Noor
2. Didie Alias
3. Fara Fauzana
4. Neelofa
5. Sharifah Shahira

Penyampai Radio Lelaki Popular
1. Ag
2. Faizal Ismail
3. Halim Othman
4. Johan
5. Nabil

Penyampai Radio Wanita Popular
1. Abby Fana
2. Dj Lin
3. Fara Fauzana
4. Linda Onn
5. Raja Azura

Thats All! :)

Funny but not that funny

Have u ever met a person with this kind of characteristics?

• asking u so many questions but yet giving no explanation given on weird asking?
• asking u back after u ask a question?
• asking you on your financial activities macam duit account tinggal brape, dapat dividen or allowance brape?
• waiting for the atm withdraw receipt as if nak tengok ur account balance
• each time when going to have ur lunch/dinner, the person will ask u what and where u wanna eat, everyday?!
• senyum tanpa kata apa-apa?
• geram secara tibe-tibe tanpa sebab munasabab?
• reading your blog only when u r viewing your blog on ur own pc? nak jugak duk celah-celah nak bace same. what....???

so true, this kind of person exist. even u r not facing all the same list i listed, if separuh pun dah pening. kalau semua lagi la...

haish.

Its not a dream

I had this weird  dreams. Very weird until i have a thought that it was a sign from God that i must act something. But im clueless. Lepas tu, i end up demam skrg ni. Two days more is my symposium. Last symposium before submitting thesis. This year, doakan untuk smbunh Ph.D. this is at least i can do before get a job. I wish to become the academic people in my own university but yhe quility is not up to the expectation yet. I have to work hard. Like my supervisor always said, You have to work harder Farha, extraordinary people do extra works than others did. Be one of them. Yeah doc, i wish u to have an understanding wife and hope that is one of your wishlist this year. ;)

Okay, have to get the shower sebelum malam menjelma. Kene sambunh buat kerja sebab pagi tadi smpi skrg langsung xbuat kerja sebab fever. Brpe byk sebab dalam satu ayat ni?