Read Me

Have you ever feel anything in the past haunting you back? in every glance of reality keeps calling the memories. The one that you buried long time ago, coming and calling you. This is not a ghost story anyway. hahaha. i just describing the situation.

This is pathetic me. No matter how hard i try, i keep questioning myself, can i get through this?  

Its so easy to reach my mind,

either blog or twitter.

p/s: u can ask my mood anytime! :)
p/s/s: not much people ask that.

p/s/s/s: cause its not easy to read my mind by looking the body-language.

my current favorite moment, is to look at this open window each time i take my bath in the morning. the sunshine, gives me the mood for the whole day. i like the shine on my face facing the sun. :)

Do i look like i have the mood for the whole day? ;P

Ramadhan Kareem

This morning, it is wonderful. I woke up from the right side of the bed. And so happy, bless indeed. Few things that actually i don't favor, so much. Mumbling to myself so frequent, cause i know there is no one would listen clearly and understand fully the concept of me talking. About a thing, about the cleanliness. Yes, i can just talk twice or thrice to him, but the rest, i have to swallow each time it happened. I hate to complain so many times and yet the result is still the same. So i rather chirping in the toilet while brushing the tiles. Why do people like to stay in this middle of dirtiness? How can they still holding a breath while taking the shower with.....*&^^&%^(*. Glad that i didn't post the photos here or u might be regret reading this post. Fully shit. Ladies/Grown-up-girls, please! This kind of attitude is nothing u can learn from the school. This come naturally to u! Use or logical thinking, pls. I know, u graduated from well known university, this kind of thing should be happened at least! i am getting fed up cleaning your endless mess. Ur room, luckily it does not stink. Or else, i am dying living with alive corp. Seriously, anywhere you go, please make sure it is clean. Your clothes, your items, your everything. People are looking. guys, just dont stare at the physical attraction that this kind of girl possess. But look at their inner side. I hate to say this. but, this is true. "U harapkan lady yang cantik, know how to rule the fashion, in the end, u terpakse hidup sampai bila-bila dalam rumah yang serabut, kotor, tak terurus, u want that? really want that??"

Gila.

I know this is crazy.

But before its too late, i already text-ed the person. She cleaned the mess. i hope its not only this time she understood. but for ALL time!!!

i woke up and witnessed this. MashaAllah

Its the T.I.M.E

hey.

i just remember, i have plenty of unused clothes not to be thrown away and i keep it all this time. some- i never ever wear, some- twice, and some had appeared thousand times in da picca.

Hate it.


hate to throw away.

Owh how bout, selling it?


Big idea :)

Ramadhan, its here again

Alhamdulillah..

sempat jugak merasa sehari berpuasa hari ni. Bulan Ramadhan ni bulan penuh keberkatan. Segala amalan kita dilipatgandakan pahalanya.. MashaAllah. semoga kita semua sentiasa diberkati Allah dalam apa jua keadaan dan rebutlah peluang yang ada supaya kita sentiasa mengingatiNya.. Amin.

Selamat Berpuasa untuk semua kaum Muslimin/Muslimat di seluruh dunia..


:)

A Guy You Married in 10 Months

Assalamualaikum

Ni bukan post tentang myself. Just a title that relates to my ideas on guy we know each day or terserampak/bertemu tanpa sedar.

Thats it.

lelaki ni banyak jenis. bukan aku belajar dr sesapa, tapi banyak dah jenis lelaki yang aku penah jumpa. tapi dalam banyak-banyak, aku cuma nak satu je dr mereka. yang suka bace kitab. Yang tu memang aku dah penah jumpe, dan kenal, dan x terlalu rapat. tapi kau boleh tahu, kalau pembawakan mereka ni disebabkan seharian mereka tak lekang dr membaca ayat Quran. bukan aku cakap yang mereka takkan lakukan dosa, tapi dari segi adab, mereka lebih perfect.

dalam mana-mana situasi pun, kalau mereka yang slalu pegang kitab, kau akan rasa ade sumber kekuatan dari mereka. mungkin ada dalam kalangan mereka yang tak banyak berkomunikasi dengan yang disekeliling, tapi percayalah, sekali mereka mengeluarkan pandangan, its unexpected. aku sangat kagum. berbicara benda yang hanya perlu dan bermanfaat untuk sekililing, bukankan itu yang dituntut dalam agama kita? dari segi kepimpinan, mereka lebih maju ke hadapan. pernah aku lihat seorang kawan yang selalu menjadi penghulu untuk setiap aktiviti masa belajar dulu. dan aku tahu dr mana datangnya sifat kepimpinan itu. bukan semata-mata dari keberaniaanya, tapi sebab sifat baik dr dirinya dibentuk apabila kita sentiasa mengamalkan membaca Quran.

Secara jujur dan dari pandangan aku sendiri, kalau perkenalan kita dengan seorang lelaki atas dasar Allah, maka jangan dilengahkan. dan jika kita rasa mereka yang kita inginkan itu boleh menjadi ketua keluarga, maka percepatkan. pertunangan yang lama mendatangkan lebih banyak perkara yang tidak kita ingini. Perkara kecil yang kita sangka biasa pun mendatangkan dosa. Kan lebih baik kalau segalanya sudah dalam status halal. Susah untuk membendung perlakuan manusia dari melakukan dosa, walaupun yang kecil. MashaAllah. Sesungguhnya, aku selalu berdoa supaya Allah memberi jalan kepadaku dan yang lain untuk bersama melakukan perkara yang disuruhnya dan meninggalkan laranganNya. Sempena Ramadhan Al Mubarak esok, eloklah kalau kita berazam untuk melakukan perkara kebaikan agar dilipat gandakan pahala kita. beramal dan berbaktilah kepada kedua ibu bapa, agama dan kepada yang lain. InshaAllah hidup kita diberkati..

Assalamualaikum.