Hey there Delilah

Hey there..

Ive been wanting to write a new entry and each time i click this, i feel empty. suddenly. sebab i run out of mood. haha. anyhow, this is an attempt to get my mood back. Cuma tulis sikit dulu before the mood comes back. For now, i have nothing to do. seriously. i just wait for dear sv to return my draft and then i can start with the amendments. Selain tu, (skema) busy jugak fikir this and that for W-Day. busy sebab pening nak pilih mane satu boutique yang offer from start to the end. tapi bukan la semua package includes, perhaps the dress, pelamin, card, make up altogether. catering probably we will return to the same caterer during E-day. sebab dishes memang best. so much varieties. hantaran, have not finalized yet. semua perlu duit. duit tak banyak, bergantung lagi dengan parents -__- . bila tengok orang lain yang dah mampu untuk berbelanja sendiri, rasa sangat down -__________-

lepas bulan 1 tahun depan, inshaAllah we dah ade financial sndri. we can manage to do things together. and confirm la Mr.A yang handle pasal duit sebab i cant. okay, i can be a good organizer, cleaner, what else??? hahaha.

sekarang onwards, survey. survey sampai muntah. laaa...................... -________________________-

*-______- this typically looks like a frog. haha

Btw, i started to browse thru website yang jual barang hiasan untuk rumah. why dont u check it here? :) please click

Read Me

Have you ever feel anything in the past haunting you back? in every glance of reality keeps calling the memories. The one that you buried long time ago, coming and calling you. This is not a ghost story anyway. hahaha. i just describing the situation.

This is pathetic me. No matter how hard i try, i keep questioning myself, can i get through this?  

Its so easy to reach my mind,

either blog or twitter.

p/s: u can ask my mood anytime! :)
p/s/s: not much people ask that.

p/s/s/s: cause its not easy to read my mind by looking the body-language.

my current favorite moment, is to look at this open window each time i take my bath in the morning. the sunshine, gives me the mood for the whole day. i like the shine on my face facing the sun. :)

Do i look like i have the mood for the whole day? ;P

Days' counting

every year, we have 356 days except for leap year. and in a month we either have 28, 29, 30 or 31 days. but in a day, we only have 24 hours which in each hour only 60 minutes to breath. and 60 seconds fill each minute.

do u think the time u have enough to fulfill yr dream, perhaps yr work?


i am counting.


days and nights

it seems not enough.


MashaAllah

When God knows everything

Assalamualaikum

kadang-kadang aku terfikir, kalau aku berada dalam situasi yang sama, kemungkinan besar hidup ni tak pernah aku pandang bahagia. ye, ade manusia di uji dengan sejauh mana kekuatan dan kemampuannya. dan jika aku di tempatnya, aku mungkin tak seperti yang dilihat sekarang.

banyak kali sebenarye aku fikirkan dia. kadang-kadang aku fikirkan, dari mana datangnya kekuatan dia untuk keseorangan. keseorangan dalam semua hidup sejak kebelakangan ni. hidup sebatang kara walaupun ada keluarga. hidup dalam tanpa ada sesiapa yang peduli, melainkan mereka yang ingin ambil tahu. itupun tidak ramai, kurang dari jari sebelah tangan untuk dikira. belum lagi dikira mereka yang ikhlas ingin berkongsi rahsia, bahagia dan duka. semuanya sendiri pokok pangkalnya.

kekuatan itu dari mana?

dariNya.

Ya, dariNya segala dugaan itu ada. dan dariNya segala kebahagiaan itu kembali. dan aku sentiasa kagum dengan cara dia menghadapi masalahnya. ibarat dari wajahnya, tiada langsung tanda kesal atau takut untuk menghadapi hari esok.

cukup la satu peristiwa aku bersamanya. peristiwa paling buruk dalam hidup aku yang dia ada sepanjang aku mengharunginya. cuma hanya beberapa hari, sudah cukup untuk aku insaf, yang sebenarnya hidup aku lebih beruntung berkali ganda dari dia. dia yang tiada apa-apa melainkan pekerjaan untuk meneruskan hidup sebatang karanya. duit untuk menyara makan minum, pakaian dan tempat tinggal. tiada kemewahan. segalanya hanya keperluan. dan yang pasti dia pandai mengatur kewangan. kini, dia mampu mengumpul harta. biarlah sedikit namun ada, dan berterusan. 

aku harap, Tuhan kurniakan dia sesuatu yang dia tak jangka. di akhirnye, kebahagiaan yang tak pernah dia fikirkan. biarkan selama ini dugaan itu untuk sementara, mengajarnya untuk bersabar sebelum menikmati kehdupan yang dia inginkan. InshaAllah, semuanya akan elok-elok aja.

u know who u are, and i respect you for what u did for living.

i am here, and there, everywhere. ring me when u need me.

Love u,

kawan jauh yang boleh dipanggil kawan baik, kah?

the day my BFF get married

Assalamualaikum

Hey all. to make it short, i went to my bff solemnization at Banting yesterday. we went rushed. came in with two cars. one made their way to Ipoh, while another one went straight to USJ after the ceremony. My soulmate, bff (Nana) and I took 45 minutes to reach Kelanang, Banting to attend the historical day of our bestfriend, Adha. She is now a wife to Mr. Adib (me and Adib always get into fight, because i hate him, LOL). -___- when we will have our quality time together sister? Perhaps when yr husband is away. hooray.. 

She was so beautiful in grey baju pengantin. So adorable and she was smizing all the time. yeah, with her two steps smile, she is always ready. :) never got nervous at all, and the best part was, she even directed us to take the pictures with the couple. Never got the tears running down, naaahh, she was so cool. Adib was caught trembling when the lafaz went on. even he spoke Adha name wrongly. muahahahaha. alhamdulillah, with a single pronouncement, both of them were husband and wife. Happy me to be there. InshaAllah, both of you will happily be with each other in any circumstances until heaven. :)

the wedding ceremony will be held 28th April, and i have to be the bridesmaid. :)

Funny but not that funny

Have u ever met a person with this kind of characteristics?

• asking u so many questions but yet giving no explanation given on weird asking?
• asking u back after u ask a question?
• asking you on your financial activities macam duit account tinggal brape, dapat dividen or allowance brape?
• waiting for the atm withdraw receipt as if nak tengok ur account balance
• each time when going to have ur lunch/dinner, the person will ask u what and where u wanna eat, everyday?!
• senyum tanpa kata apa-apa?
• geram secara tibe-tibe tanpa sebab munasabab?
• reading your blog only when u r viewing your blog on ur own pc? nak jugak duk celah-celah nak bace same. what....???

so true, this kind of person exist. even u r not facing all the same list i listed, if separuh pun dah pening. kalau semua lagi la...

haish.